Friday, December 14, 2007
Years had passed since i last update my blog on here.
Recently specially the past 12months had been super happening in my entire life. I had my first long term contact job. Know alot of new friends and with help from a old friend notice my inner self. All along, I thought i only had demons in my soul. But this whole year, from these friends, i notice i'm like all other humans, I still having human feelings in me.
Since my last blog here, 29th July 2005, alot of things had happen in my life.
Don't know why, i suddenly had a urge to type out what major things that had happen to me. Could it be cause i had been bottling up too many things in my heart?
I really don't know about it already.
Anyway, this blog is supposed to mark a start of a good beginning again.
Oh ya this time round, i had help from my young friend to teach me to update the blog with laze method haha. Unlike last time, I had to do softcoding myself to update hehe, which make me lazy to do anything about it. lol
Lol alot of things i wanted to type out in this post that happen this whole week but i can't. Anyway, friends, I'm really happy for this week. I had a long time never spend my birthday in such a happening way. Although i did also spend alot of money too. Lol.
This morning got quite a nagging haha cause for spending too much.
Erm maybe to round up abit from what i felt after 2 days from my 25th Birthday celebration (haha). I wonder, with so many mistakes and wrong steps i had taken in life, can i still achieve the happiness i wanted? These fews days, those funs i had, there are times which i would wonder, could it be true or just a dream that once i wake up will be back to few years ago? Just like when i first created this blog? Was it aging that cause such thinking in me or was it just a PMS attack? haha lol XD