Wednesday, January 23, 2008
刚我正在听弦歌信箱，主持人说了一个故事。
故事说的是一个女孩暗恋着她的一位男性的朋友。他们两人是6年的好友，可是当那个男生知道那个女的对他有超过友谊的感情时就开始避开她。就这样，过了没多久，那个女生病了。病得很严重，快要死了，在她死前，她一直很希望那位男生可以来见她最后一面和说一句：“我爱你。”可是到死，那位女孩都没有再见到那位男孩。
听了这个故事，我有许多许多的想法。因为我曾经暗恋过人，而被他避开。那时我好难过，因此我就一直对自己说不能让我喜欢的人知道我对他的心意。可是我在过去，听了另一个故事。故事和前个故事有点类同，可是女主角到死，都没让男孩知道自己对他的心意，而带着后悔过世。而在死后，男孩在她的墓前说出他一直对她都有意思，可是却不敢对她说。如果女孩有让男孩知道自己对他的心意，女孩是否会在死前活得开心一点吗？
就在最近，我从我工作的学校的学生那听到说原来在他们的年龄逃避对方是最好的方法。那么，当年他避开我也是一样的原因吗？那么现在如果我对那位我有意思的男生表白会有同样的结局吗？
或许是因为听了那个故事的原因吧，心情有点不对劲。
Okay now for English. Today is not quite a happening day to me expect that I was confirm that I will be joining the Sec 2 for the camp and I will be there for five day although will be returning back to school on Friday around 11am plus but still scare as I’m worried that I will be there to feed tons of mosquitoes. LOL. Now still abit emo due to listening to a radio programme haha. Think I will end here and gone to sleep ba.
Sunday, January 20, 2008
A fast recap since the starting of 2008.
Since the starting of 2008, i had personally attended 2 weddings and missed 1 wedding. Is this a good time for marriage? regarding that heckcare it haha :p
Okie, let me recap my 1st week of 2008. from 1st jan to 6th jan. Nothing special expect attending a wedding on 3rd jan. Yea that is a thursday. Oh ya before that went some place with some guys. Quite funny to see how they argue what to buy lol.
Okie then after that pretty much nothing interesting happen till 10th Jan, the school i'm working in is having CCA Fair. Quite cool, last year i never really get to enjoy and participate much in it. This year although still the same but i got to mingle around with haha quite fun seeing those little sec 1 kiddos chosing which cca to enter and the so-call 'senior' trying to pull in new-blood into their cca.
Then come a new week, 14th Jan to 17th Jan nothing much. 18th Jan, had a sec 1 meet the parents session. Helping out as usual out with my usual thing, but don't know why, for at least a few months i had not experience super headaches. But on this date, i had to have a headache which make every single bits of sound and noise sound i heard like a million decibel. Actually on 18th is also the wedding dinner date for 1 of my WSS friend's wedding. I never go cause of work but according to Jas who went. It seem fun. After hearing from her those who went how they appear now, i was kinda shock. lol Maybe next time had chances again to meet them ba.
Okie, think enough of recap of roughly what happen. Maybe recap something I just realised and learn.
I used to wonder why during my secondary school years, that guy i like will avoid me at all costs. Thanks to CT, i finally learn and know why, guys and girls during that ages when they will tend to avoid that person who had special feelings for him or her. So maybe that is why jx avoid me whenever i was near. Even when we are like friends, there was still a distance only till i leave WSS. We became abit more like friends yet when i chose to go NP, history sort of in a way or so repeat. I admit i never learn from those years.
And refering to what i had hear from jas and those i learn or realise from CT's words. I think even if i did had any feelings for anyone now or in the future, i doubts i will say it out again. As i don't wish to be avoid like a plague ever again.
Anyway I think I had been enjoying myself since the beginning of this year.