Thursday, April 17, 2008
Okie, I understand since after sport day i had never update my blog. Basically cause in march, being laze was one of the reason. But another reason is cause, in 2006 march, i lost someone close. So i was like in no mood to blog.
Actually now I was just plain bored that why i blog haha. Today i came across an old song First Love. It bring me back some old memories i have when i was super addicted to japanese drama. But what really make me want to write about this song is the theme song of a drama that i like it. lol guess what was the reason for my love for that drama lol, if you guess cause of the main actor, yes you are right.
When i was listening to this song again, now i had a total different thinking of it as it link me to that drama again. I wonder if similar thing that happen to the main actor and actoress, happen to me. Will i be able to follow my heart honestly or will i give in and surrended?
There had been many occasions that i wish i can follow my heart but i know if i really did that friends, relatives and the society will condemn me. But who can said the fool that follow his or her heart is a goner or a sinner? I really don't know why out of the blue i felt like this... maybe cause of the late night or cause of some other stupid things or was it just the post effect of listening to a song?
So maybe just end my post for today with the lyrics of this song?
Saigo no kisu wa
Tabako no flavor ga shita
Nigakute setsunai kaori
Ashita no imagoro ni wa
Anata wa doko ni iru n' darou
Dare wo omotte 'ru n' darou
You are always gonna be my love
Itsu ka dare ka to mata koi ni ochite mo
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made
Tachidomaru jikan ga
Ugoki-dasou to shite 'ru
Wasuretaku nai koto bakari
Ashita no imagoro ni wa
Watashi wa kitto naite 'ru
Anata wo omotte 'ru n' darou
You will always be inside my heart
Itsu mo anata dake no basho ga aru kara
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
Now and forever you are still the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made
You are always gonna be my love
Itsu ka dare ka to mata koi ni ochite mo
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Mada kanashii love song
Now and forever...
Hope if there is really such a day when i can be like the main actoress confess to her true feelings and get back the same feelings from the guy i like.