Thursday, November 13, 2008
OH ya, after reminded by the friend of mine saying i never change my bad habits and he mentioned that i had never changed almost 12 months and in a way or so he keep bearing with my bad habits and temper although he did advise me to change. Hearing this, and since i had already 'dig out' the bad habit and need to change diary, i also took out my manual diary, although i don't update my blog but i do update my hardcopy diary often. it quite truth we had been friends like this for almost a year. Don't know why, i starting to get abit fearful... cause ever since after secondary school, friends that i'm close with never last over 13th months. Although those friends i still had keep in contact but the distances just grew and it always ended with me enraging them. Will this friendship also ended up the same way? So far only friendship with Jaslyn lasted that long, the second longest is with linda, 2 years in sec 1 and sec 2 then ended quite in a bad way ,with the same way, me making her angry although after that i tried to make up for my mistake but the stains of bad friendship remain. For Dis's case also i enraged her, then for Karen's case is she totally got addicated to online games and ignoring all humanly connection and i also addicated to online games thus following the same things... Will history repeat it?