Monday, December 08, 2008
Yesterday i joined fengkuan's family BBQ. something funny happen lol, his relatives thought that i was his girlfriend. I nearly laugh my head off when i knew about it.
This is not the first time i was mistaken to be someone girlfriend. I really starting to wonder, was it the way i communicate with other or behave around another person that cause the surrounding people to misunderstand it?
Years ago, i was mistaken to be flirting around my friend's boyfriend, and losing her friendship. Then after that i was mistaken by the guy that i like that i was in love with another of our male friend or was flirting with him...
I think beside changing my character, i must also watch the way i behave...
Is it cause birthday is approaching or is it cause for years my life had been such a failure???
I don't know why... weeks ago i was looking forward to my birthday, then recently i fear for it to approach and facing it alone. Today, i really starting to wonder, how many years do i have infront of me to celebrate this day call birthday, will this be my last? I'm really starting to have a lot of thinkings.
我可否让时间与空间为我而停止？我想是不可能了。今天出去时，遇到了旧邻居，他说了句我认为很可笑的事。他说我的样貌和十多年前一样完全没有改变。可笑吧。如果真是如此，我不是不是人了吗？
生日的逼近，让我的思考很混乱。
nevermind ba, i think i should just leave it like that ba.